all these are so back in my mind! lesson planning, bringing children from place to place and nagging at them to Q in 2 lines haha...
well its been great so far though I can REALLY see the tsunami of work heading my way...I've got what I requested for..to help with the Junior Leaders, discipline, take devotion, teach music and less PE...yes all of the above..I've been "named" the Disciple Manager of the P1s..haha yes I'm weird, I like the "fear" that goes among children that Ms Lau means business... it brings me back to my prefect days..those were the BEST days of my life!! BESTEST if I may use this non-existing word haha.. I lurve this word...
I was actually shivering when I addressed the hall-filling children..so many of them..and they are only the P1s and 2s..but it was fun...Its going to be so fun training the Junior Leaders, planning their investiture...of course I'm helping out in all these events..but I'm so sure I'll learn so much.. when my senior teacher came over to the P2 DM and myself and told me that I can help her with the investiture this yr..I went like "So fun!!" and both of them burst out into laughter and began telling me ALL the things we had to do.. =) still fun.
*sidetrack: I just sent out 20 sms-es to my choir group...heartache..and some of them didnt even answer my qns fully, I had to send ANOTHER few.. ouch!
okie dokie, biggest lesson learnt about God? I realised that what I've been telling my cg members was actually what I needed to hear.."there's no perfect condition to do anything, if u keep waiting, u'll do nothing" (from the bible of course, eccle) realise that GOd uses us, yes while we are still imperfect..its weird how a Holy GOd like Him can put up with our imperfections..yes its Jesus...
Joyce meyer's message was definitely for me...so much for looking confident..I aint confident about myself..I think only my cg members cant believe this..haha..well, I know now that I can ACT right even when I FEEL wrong...God is so good..imagine He waits for me to be in the perfect condition..haha I'll never be used..
Have the priviledge of joining Pst's personal BS for FT2..well, though it not be him every week, its good to hear from Pst himself and be discipled by him when I've the chance =) it'll be tiring to go down after serving on sunday..yup but it'll fill my spirit with food... I need that...
oh if I havent mentioned, my CCA's KILLING me!! TONS of phonecalls to return and make...dunno if I can ever get down to doing it...recruitment is such a chore!!!! well, but the response is encouraging... ok, in the midst of my million deadlines, I've to rem to ACT right even when I don't FEEL right... =)
SOME goals of 2006
- be friendly, no dao and greet people I know.
- MC-free year at work!
- leave work place by 730 for 3 days in a week.
- read and FINISH 5 books this year.
- Give BS to at least 2 people.
- stay positive!
and many more pending.. =) watch out for more...
"the prove of desire is pursuit..."